Yesterday, Infertility, why me? posted this video:
I 100% agree with Missy Lanning when she says, “Motherhood started the second I decided to conceive my child. That’s when the love began to form.”
I have never lost a child.
I have never been pregnant.
Deep down in the essence of my soul, I know that I am a mother.
I love my babies, who are not here yet, but will be someday.
Each month, I feel:
- Joy as we prepare for ovulation
- Hope we as we wait out the 2 weeks
- Grief when the cycle ends unsuccessfully
This wheel of emotion builds my love even stronger.
My heart longs to feel my babies inside me and finally hold them in my arms.
If this month isn’t the month, we will continue to wait until the time is right. And when that time comes, our hearts will overflow.
Momma loves you.