It’s so much easier to ignore my current limbo status when I’m around other people at the office or even at home with only my husband. Ensuring that my mind is constantly occupied has kept my anxiety to a minimum.
It’s when I’m alone that the obsessive symptom checking and the “what if” thoughts creep in.
“Grab a handful of your boobs again. Are they sore?”
“Go pee and see if there’s any spotting…”
“Am I tired from the progesterone or pregnancy tired?”
“I’m not noticing enough symptoms! What if this…didn’t work…?”
After a few minutes of obsessing, I snap out of it and remind myself of my mantra: one day at a time.
Last cycle, I was taking an HCG trigger which gave me pregnancy symptoms and positive pee sticks right off the bat. I had implantation spotting, cramping, and ridiculously sore titties.
This time, I can’t even legitimately say I have any signs. So far, I’m only tired, have the occasional boob twinge, slightly bloated and gassy.
My husband keeps reminding me that I’m ONLY a few days past transfer.
I know people say pregnancies can be very different – especially since our last was an ectopic. I just hope that is true for me.
I’ve set a goal of holding out until 8dp5dt to pee on a stick.
5 days to go.
What advice can you offer to make it through the much anticipated 2ww?