I’m having an emotional morning. I overdid it yesterday and ended up with a migraine/puking. On top of that, I had a restless night of crazy prego dreams. I woke up feeling vulnerable.
The arrival of the month of May startled me. Today it clicked that I’m battling the emotions of our upcoming estimated due date. In less than 3 weeks, Emme was due to arrive into our world, but instead she was taken from us MUCH too early.
My fear of losing her brother stems from this fear of knowing we lost her and there was nothing we could do about it.
I just feel like crying. I obviously need the release.
When you are expecting your rainbow baby, it does not mean that you are over loosing your Angel.
I told myself that I would plan something special for myself for her due date on May 24. My husband and I have agreed that we will celebrate her “birthday” on October 7th, but I still feel the need to commemorate her due date. I’m going to take some time this weekend to determine what that special day looks like for me.
What do you do to celebrate your Angel?