This weekend was a mix of ups and downs. I had 2 major cry sessions each day, but I was grateful that my one friend and my husband’s Aunt and Uncle popped by to keep me distracted.
My Aunt also brought a butterfly cross-stitch pattern for me to do. She thought I could use something to keep my hands busy and keep me off the internet (clearly she knows me too well).
I called in sick today after I got this morning’s blood work done. I was exhausted, but I think it was more emotional exhaustion than anything else.
I slept from 10 am – 2 pm.
I woke up and made chilli for my supper even though my husband won’t be home from the field until after 9pm tonight.
I watched a movie and chatted with a fertility friend who is always so good to keep me distracted on testing days. 🙂
Today’s results are 555.
The doubling time is 92.2.
I got the “sweet” nurse today. Poor thing. I totally broke down on her when she told me the results. The clinic is still thinking ectopic. She said to stay on my meds and go again for blood work on Wednesday. They hope to be able to tell me more then.
Ugh! Why am I stuck in this beta hell? Because it’s truly hell once you’re on your 7th blood draw and have no clue which way you are headed.
Thank you to everyone who encouraged me to stay on my meds.
Thank you to everyone who has reached out to me in some way or another during this difficult time.
I appreciate your support more than words can ever explain. XOXO