I won’t deny it. My hope is dwindling.
Since my Beta of 47 on 12dp5dt, I’ve pretty much lost all symptoms. I had huge swollen, sore boobs. I couldn’t lie comfortably due to the tug in my lower abdomen. I had to pee every hour. I was EXHAUSTED.
There is a slight tug, ever so slight, but the rest is gone. Last night, I even slept through the night without having to pee.
The only thing that throws me off was I experienced some brown spotting yesterday afternoon. It was gone by the evening, but I hoped so much that my bean was just snuggling in.
Being the crazy POAS addict that I am, I peed on a FRER about an hour ago (yes folks, that was 3am SK time) . It had lightened up to the equivalent of what I saw at 9dp5dt.
That is not a good sign.
I’m going into this beta expecting it to drop. I feel like I’ve lost my little bean. I know I felt pregnant three days ago and now, I don’t.
I’ve got 2 hours until I need to get up and battle the old people for a spot in line at the blood lab. I better get some sleep. 😦