I just got the email from my nurse (yes, she emailed instead of calling. I think I may have scared her with my “I did my beta. I have no hope. I’ll be waiting for your call” email this morning). I wish she had called instead though.
Today’s beta is 53.
She asked me to repeat it on Monday.
I HATE BETA LIMBO.
- If the HCG booster had accumulated enough to be around 20, then my beta MIGHT have doubled.
- The lack of symptoms is still discouraging. Boobs are ever so slightly sore. Cramps come and go. I am trusting what some of you have said about perhaps my body has adjusted to the progesterone and the lack of artificial HCG. If this is a viable pregnancy and the symptoms stay like this, I definitely won’t be complaining.
- I need to Google the shit out of this AGAIN
My husband is frustrated. I’m frustrated.
I hope this little bean is just taking her sweet time, but I also need to be realistic.
THANK YOU SO MUCH to all of you who have been there for me from the start, from the middle and from recently onwards.
Your prayers, love, light, advice – it’s all appreciated. 🙂