CD5. Clomid Day 1. Pending IUI #2.
Let’s get this cycle started!
It’s every (in)fertile’s favourite time again: CLOMID CRAZY TIME!
I popped that little magical pill again this morning. So far, so good. I feel my ovaries slightly but it’s hardly as noticeable as it has been before.
This is my 3rd cycle on Clomid.
When I spoke to the nurse from my clinic earlier this week, she said we should meet with the RE to discuss potentially switching to something other than Clomid next month. …if there is a next month.
My mom and my best friends keep encouraging me to use positive words, to keep replaying those positive visualizations over and over again in my head.
On the fertility forums, I read posts that say, “you are pregnant until the beta says you aren’t!” Really? But if I’m not, I’m NOT!
Doesn’t incessant positiveness drive a person mad if the outcome is always the opposite of what’s desired? Where’s the happy medium? And how do I get there?
I mentioned previously that I believe in divine timing, but it’s hard when the drugs and appointments force you to stay focused. You put in so much effort, never knowing what the outcome will be.
That’s the one thing I’m struggling with right now: how do you stay positive?